Thursday 27 March 2014

The Road Ahead

The Road Ahead

In a previous post I introduced you to The X Man - Our Battle With HLHS (Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome) and the journey ahead of us. The information I provided at the time had mostly been obtained from various online sources while we waited to see the specialist at The Mater Hospital. As it turns out those online resources were very much on the money.

Yesterday we had our appointment at The Mater. This purpose of this appointment was to have a more in depth scan of X Man's heart to determine the full extent of the deformity.  

Confirming The Worst

The Doctor who saw us was amazing. He reviewed the scan results and then took us aside for counselling. It was at this time that the Doctor advised us that the issue with the heart was a variant of HLHS known as Hypoplastic Left Heart Spectrum. It was explained to us that in a normal case of HLHS the left side of the heart may show as approx 50% the size of the right (a normal heart the left and right sides are equal). In X Man's case, the left side of the heart is only around 20% the size of the right.

One of the questions I asked was how many cases of HLHS do they see.  The response was that Queensland wide they see roughly 20 cases per year.

Our Options

We were presented with 3 options.  Each of these options was explained to us and there was no expectation of us to make a decision straight away.  These options were:
  1. Surgery
  2. Conservative / Palliative Comfort Care
  3. Discontinue
Quite daunting really when you sit back and look at the options. It was explained that the same options were presented to all parents facing the birth of a child with HLHS and all options were taken. Mum and I through our research had already discussed which option we were going to take so we were able to let them know that we wanted to proceed with the surgery. We want to give our little X Man the best chance at life we possibly can, be it a day, a month, a year or 100 years, he is our little boy.

Surgery

There are 3 operations which will need to be performed.  

Surgery 1: Norwood Procedure

The first operation is called a Norwood Procedure and is carried out within the first few days after birth. The goal of the Norwood procedure is to connect the single ventricle to the systemic circulation. To accomplish this, blood flow to the lungs is disrupted, and therefore an alternative path must be created to supply the lungs.  In simple terms, the Aorta (which distributes oxygenated blood to all parts of the body) is reconstructed using the Pulmonary Artery (which carries de-oxygenated blood from the heart to the lungs). One of two 'shunt' operations is also performed to maintain blood flow to the lungs. 

Although I cannot recall the exact reason why, the little piece of good news is that the Norwood Procedure can be performed in Brisbane rather than X Man having to go to Sydney or Melbourne.  I do know that it is because X Mans HLHS is not the classic HLHS, but the defining reason escapes me.  A question for the Doctor on our next visit...

Because the oxygenated blood coming back from the lungs to the heart is mixing with the de-oxygenated blood from the body, X Man's colour is going to be blue rather than pink.


Norwood Procedure

Surgery 2: Glenn Procedure

The second operation is called a Glenn Procedure.  This procedure involves hooking up the Superior Vena Cava to the right Pulmonary Artery and detaching it from the Right Atrium, making a direct connection between the Superior Vena Cava and the Pulmonary Artery, diverting half of the "blue" blood directly to the lungs without the assistance of the Ventricle. It is usually performed around 3-4 months of age once the lungs mature to the point that blood flows more easily through, and ventricular force is no longer necessary.

X Man will continue to look blue after this operation.
Glenn Procedure

Surgery 3: Fontan Procedure

The third operation is called a Fontan Procedure and usually occurs between 3 to 5 years of age. This involves connecting the veins from the main circulation (SVC & IVC) directly to the pulmonary arteries. Blue blood is thus directed into the lungs rather than to the left atrium. A patch is placed to prevent blood passing from the RA to the LA - though sometimes a small hole (a 'Fenestration') is deliberately left.  Simply, the blood returning from the body will no longer go through the heart to get to the lungs.  The blood from the lungs will go through the heart and the right side of the heart will be "recommissioned" to perform the duties of the left side (ie, pumping blood through the body).

After this operation X Man will start to look pink.
Fontan Procedure

The Risks

The first operation is by far the riskiest, with around a 15% chance of complications.  At The Mater, they have performed 12 of these operations since their first in 2010, with only one fatality due to complications.  In my book these are pretty good odds.  The second and third operations are not without their risks, however, the chance of complications does drop to around 5%.

After the first two operations X Man will have a low tolerance to exercise, may have an abnormal heart rhythm and will have a higher risk of stroke due to the amount of blue blood flowing through the body.

After the third operation X Man will still have a low tolerance to exercise, but will still be able to participate in non-contact sports that are not too exertive, such as jogging, swimming, tennis etc.  There will also be some very serious things to look out for, such as Protein Losing Enteropathy (caused by fluid retention in the body) and Pleural Effusion (fluid build up in the lungs).

Of course, throughout X Mans life he will always have the risk of sudden heart failure.

Long Term Outlook

After the operations are complete X Man can look forward to a life of around 30 - 40 years.  Due to natural deterioration of the heart the only option available down the track is a heart transplant (this is based on today's medicine, who knows, by then they may be able to grow a whole new heart for X Man).

There will also be continuous trips back and forth to the hospital for check ups during his life.

Mum, Mr Two and I

As you can imagine we are numb. It has hit mum quite hard and the tears have been flowing freely.  For me, it hasn't really hit home yet.  I am more concerned about ensuring that Mum is ok than anything else.  I know I will have my time and that it will be soon and I am prepared for that.

Mum and I are surrounded by an amazing support group of family and friends, we are being looked after by our respective employers and we have an absolutely amazing medical community who we know will do everything they can not only for X Man but for us as well.

My work normally sees me working evenings and mornings, so with X Man and Mum being in hospital for an extended stay I will be left to look after Mr Two myself (with the help of the Grandparents of course), therefore I will not be able to work my normal evening shifts. Work understand this and will help to adjust my working hours so that the impact to our lives and their business is as minimal as possible.  Mum is also in discussions with her employer as it is now going to be necessary for her to take an extended period of maternity leave.

Both Mum and I understand that there is going to be a lot of attention toward X Man and that during this time it is very important that Mr Two be involved as much as possible.  This is important so that Mr Two can begin to understand what is happening around him and so that X Man gets to know his big brother. It is also important that Mr Two still knows that he is still just as important to us as always.

The Next Steps

One of the questions I asked was if there was anything that we can do between now and birth that could help to increase the chances of survival.  Unfortunately there is nothing that we can do, the extreme deformity of the heart shows that even if there is some further growth of the left side between now and birth the heart would still not be able to function normally.

So from here we have to transition from Logan Hospital to the Mater Hospital.  We have an appointment on the 22nd April with our Case Manager to discuss in further details what the road ahead of us involves.  We then go back and see the Doctor on the 13th May for another scan to check how the heart is going and if there are any significant changes.  Then back to The Mater again on the 27th May to meet with the Neonatal staff to discuss birth.  In between will be regular visits with our GP and a number of other blood tests/diabetes tests as well.

Support

We are being asked by many of you if there is anything that you can do to help.  Thank you.  As for now, we don't have anything that we really need to worry about. As time goes on and we get settled in to our journey we may find that we do need some help and support and we would love to have you share in our journey.

If you do find that you wish to contribute in any way, may we suggest a donation to the Mater Foundation.  It is through donations made to this foundation that their ability to help out our little X Man is even possible.

Mum and I will be contacting Heart Kids QLD over the next few days.  Heart Kids QLD is run by parents who have been through their own journeys with children with CHD (Congenital Heart Defects).  Heart Kids QLD are a not for profit organization and any donations would again be welcomed.

We were also provided with a website where we could get further information about HLHS - http://www.hearts-of-hope.org/  I have not yet had a chance to look through this site and I have been warned that there are some sad stories in there.

It may sound strange but last night all I could think about was "how can I help someone else who is in the same shoes as we are?"  It is my aim to continue this blog and to share our story in the hope that our journey may help others along theirs. I will also be making enquiries with The Mater and Heart Kids QLD as to how I can become involved.

Of course, your thoughts and prayers are welcome and appreciated.

As for Now

For now it is a matter of us all coming to terms with our situation, understanding it to the best of our ability and doing everything that we can to help make our foreseeable future as painless and as comfortable as it possibly can be. The next few months of appointments will go by before we know it and then little X Man will be with us and his fight can begin.

Spreading The Word

We would appreciate if you could share a link to this blog with your social media circles (Facebook, Twitter Google+ etc).  Don't forget to subscribe to this blog to get email updates once the blog is updated.

I will also over the coming days be creating a Facebook page to allow the public to follow our journey.

We would also appreciate hearing from anyone who may have travelled a similar journey to our and to hear your experience.

Pain Management

In a previous post I spoke about Pain Management in regards to the pain Mum had been experiencing.  The pain has almost completely gone now thankfully and there was no indication given yesterday during the scan that anything unusual could be seen that may have caused it.  Hopefully that is the last of that!

Until next post, bye for now!

Saturday 22 March 2014

Pain Management

Pain Management

Another trip to hospital for us last night.  Mum had some more abdominal pain which started Thursday accompanied with a slight bit of spotting, but not as much as there was the episode we had 2 week earlier.  The spotting stopped on Thursday but the pain continued through Friday progressively getting worse.  The closest Mum can explain the pain is similar to severe cramping which fluctuates in intensity.

Mum went to see the GP to get them to check her out.  The GP was not overly concerned, however, she did send us to the hospital for them to do a thorough check to ensure that there was nothing nasty happening.

The staff at Logan Hospital were once again awesome.  They did all the same test as they did with our previous visit.  Everything looked ok from their perspective, and it was decided that it would be a matter of Pain Management for Mum until our scan at The Mater on Wednesday, at which time they will do a more thorough examination to see if they can pinpoint the cause of the pain.

Pain Management


This morning Mum is still hurting but the pain does seem to have settled and Mum is a lot more comfortable.  Hopefully on Wednesday they can identify why Mum has the pain and what can be done to relieve this pain.

Friday 21 March 2014

Soul Mates

Soul Mates

I received a beautiful card from my wife for my birthday that I wanted to share.  It is written by Carey Martin and titled "To the one person I consider to be my Soul Mate". I love you darling xxx
I am so glad that you are a part of my life. It is a privilege to know you, to share myself with you, and to walk together on the paths that take us in so many beautiful directions.
I had heard of "soul mates" before, but I never knew such a person could exist - until I met you. 
Somehow, out of all the twists and turns our lives could have taken, and out of all the chances we might have missed, it almost seems like we were given a meant-to-be moment to meet, to get to know one another, and to set the stage for a special togetherness. 
When I am with you, I know that I am in the presence of someone who makes my life more complete than I ever dreamed it could be. I turn to you for trust, and you give it openly. I look to you for inspiration, for answers, and for encouragement, and not only do you never let me down - you lift my spirits up and take my thoughts to places where my troubles seem so much farther away and my joys feel like they're going to stay in my life forever. 
I hope you'll stay forever, too. I feel like you're my soul mate. And I want you to know that my world is reassured by you, my tomorrows need to have you near, so many of my smiles depend on you, and my heart is so thankful that you're here.

Thursday 20 March 2014

Why "X Man"?

Why "X Man"?

Since receiving our news we have had a few people ask if we are going to give baby a name.  Well of course we are, it's just that we are not going to name him yet.  The main reason for this is that by giving him a name it will personalise him and will make it harder for us to process things.  Also, like any parents-to-be we have a number of names on a short list, and if we name him now then we may get in a position where when he is born we realise that he is not a "Billy Ray" as we had named him but is a "Bobby Joe".  So for now little man will be known as X Man until he is born and Mum and I will then give him his name.

But why "X Man"? 

Most people would probably think that it is a reference to The X-Men, well, in part you are right.  While I admit I am not a huge X-Men fan, I know enough.  The X-Men are mutant superheroes who use their powers for the benefit of humanity.  I don't think of X Man's heart as a "mutation", it is a defect.  However, it is a comparable reference.  His special power is the power to fight! And I believe he will fight, and through his fight I am sure that his fighting spirit will give strength where it is needed to not only us but others facing our same fight.  He is our own little superhero.

I also love the symbolism and mystery associated with the letter X.  For instance, one of my favourite TV shows ever - The X-Files - uses the letter X to refer to FBI cases that were considered outside of the normal.  Also, "X marks the spot" (bringing out my inner pirate).  Did you know that X-Rays are so called because their discoverer did not know what they were? In mathematics "x" is commonly used as the name for an independent variable or unknown variable, or can be used to signify multiplication.

There are many many uses for the letter X making it such a strong and versatile symbol.  Not only can X be viewed positively it also has negative connotations as well, such as marking a question wrong in an exam, or to symbolise a dead characters eyes in a cartoon.

But the simple answer lies in X's use to represent unknowns (eg Person X, Place X etc).  While we have a lot of information already, our journey ahead is still a big unknown for us.


Wednesday 19 March 2014

Appointment Change

Appointment Change

Our appointment at the Mater has been pushed back another day to Wednesday next week. Apparently there was an issue in being able to have all the required specialist available for our previous appointment.  I am not upset as these things happen and I am all too familiar with how hard our medical staff work. I am happy to work to their schedule, after all, these are the people charged with saving X Man's life and for this we are truly thankful.

The X Man - Our Journey With HLHS (Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome)

The X Man - Our Journey With HLHS (Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome)

I am creating this blog to tell our story of our little X Man who has recently been diagnosed with HLHS (Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome).  It is my hope that our story will help others, as well as myself, who are also facing the birth of a child with HLHS, to understand exactly what HLHS is and the journey that is now ahead of us.

Who Are We?

I am 38 (actually, today is my birthday), Mum is 36 and we have a beautiful boy, Mr Two, who is absolutely awesome.  We are not a special family in any way.  Mum and I met 5 years ago.  We both knew straight away that we would be spending the rest of our lives together and we married exactly 12 months later.  We spoke about children and we both agreed that we would like to have two a couple of years apart.  Mum got pregnant in 2011 and we had our first child in 2012.  Mum did have Gestational Diabetes throughout the pregnancy which was able to be managed by diet, and Mum also had what is known as Irritable Uterus (http://www.irritable-uterus.com/), however, Mr Two came along with only a few minor issues but an otherwise normal pregnancy and birth.   He has been as healthy as any child, I just wish he would slow down!!!

A Brother or Sister for Mr Two

Mum and I decided the timing was right for us as a family to try for a brother or sister for Mr Two.  We stopped our birth control and got down to business.  Amazingly it looked as though we had hit the bulls eye straight up.  When Mum's period didn't come on time we did a home pregnancy test and the result came back as positive.  Be booked in to see our GP to have it confirmed only to be told that the result was negative.  We waited nearly another two weeks until finally Mum's period came around.  

Round 2 and the weeks rolled by and because things were not happening like clockwork for Mum like they normally did, it was me who actually realised that Mum was once again late, so we did another test and guess what? Positive, again.  Again we went off to the doctors, however, this time they were able to confirm that we were in fact pregnant! Needless to say Mum and I were ecstatic!  I did some calculations and came up with a due date of 31/07/14.

Early Days

Mum started on her multivitamins straight away and everything was progressing well.  At about 6-7 weeks Mum experienced some very minor spotting, so minor that we didn;t even go to see our GP about it, although we did mention it to her at our next appointment.  We then went back to see our GP at about 11 weeks for a regular check up.  She checked out Mum and everything was fine, she then tried to listen to X Man's heartbeat but was not able to find it.  She put this down to how early the pregnancy was and asked that we come back the next week so she can try again, believing that X Man will have moved into a position where the heartbeat could be found.  We went back the following week and again our GP was not able to find the heartbeat.  As we had chosen not to have the 12 week Nuchal Translucency test (to check for Down Syndrome - we would have continued with the pregnancy regardless), it was suggested that we have an Ultrasound to ensure everything is ok.

We had our Ultrasound in week 13 and straight away the Radiologist was able to see the heartbeat. Although we were confident everything was ok it was a relief to us both to see that little flutter on the screen.  The rest of the Ultrasound went fine, all measurements looked normal and the due date provided by the Radiologist was 1/8/14, pretty much bang on what I had calculated.  Obviously the detection of the heartbeat also was a relief to our GP.

13 Week Scan

A Scary Moment

Week 18 and everything seemed to be progressing nicely. Mum came home from work one evening and said she had some abdominal pain which had been hanging around for a number of hours through the day.  Mum then discovered some bleeding which she described as similar to the bleeding at the start of a normal period.  The next potty stop there was not so much any more bleeding but there was still signs of bllod in the urine. We called the advise line at the hospital and explained what was happening and they said to come straight down.  Grandparents thrown into action to look after Mr Two, off we went to the hospital.

The hospital did all the test you would expect, blood, urine, etc, etc... They also did an Ultrasound, but only using a rudimentary portable system which did not have a high resolution, but was enough to observe X Man and to ensure that everything was right inside, which it all appeared to be.  They also did a physical exam on Mum to check the Cervix, again all ok. As there was no indication as to what caused the bleeding and the staff at the hospital we confident that everything was ok, they sent us home.

The next morning we had a scheduled appointment with the Doctor at the hospital.  We explained the events of the night before and the Doctor did an examination of Mum (blood pressure, etc, etc...) and also did another Ultrasound using the same system as was used the night before.  This time the Doctor was able to observe what he believed to be evidence of a blood clot that had been behind the placenta and this led the Doctor to believe that this was the source of the bleeding the previous night.  He said that while it would be preferred if this event had not happened there should be no negative effects on X Man or Mum.  The Doctor also believed he was able to see a little willy 

The News No-One Wants To Hear

Week 20, Ultrasound time! Both Mum and I were excited because we were going to find out if Mr Two was getting a brother or sister, well, find out for sure (we already sort of knew from our hospital visit last week).  We didn't find out if Mr Two was going to be a boy or a girl and it was a wonderful surprise, but with a shed full of baby boy clothes we wanted to know for X Man just in case he was a she so that we could prepare.

It's A Boy!!!

Straight away the Radiologist was able to confirm X Man was indeed a little man.  Both Mum and I were very happy and excited with this news (although we would have been just as happy and excited if it was a little girl).  The Ultrasound continued, measurements were taken, the air in the room was light and happy.  Every time the Radiologist went to look at X Man's heart she was not able to see what she wanted to see.  Oblivious to what was coming both Mum and I believed at the time that it was simply because X Man was running laps around the womb.  We continued to chat with the Radiologist and a question was asked by Mum about what would they do if they did see anything wrong with the baby.  The Radiologist said they would get their Doctor to come in and confirm what the Radiologist has seen and then send the results to the patients GP to discuss directly with the patient.  The Radiology Doctor would only discuss things with the patient having the scan if there was a serious condition found.

The Radiologist kept on trying to view the heart but was not having any success (or so we believed).  She said she would like the Doctor to come in and see if she could have any more luck.  A few moments later the Doctor came in and introduced herself and began to observe the scans, all the while talking technical with the Radiologist.  

Once the Doctor and the Radiologist had finished the Doctor advised Mum and I that they had observed an anomaly with the heart.  We were told that the heart had not developed properly and that we would need to have more detailed scans done at the Mater Hospital to determine the extent of the anomaly. The Doctor wanted to call our GP that day, however, being a Friday our GP was not available as she does not work on Fridays.  As this was the case, the Doctor said that she herself would send the referral through to the Mater and would contact our GP on Monday to discuss he findings directly.

It is needless to say that both Mum and I felt shocked and were quite emotional.  It was going to be a long weekend...

The Results

It was a long weekend...

Monday afternoon we went off to see our GP.  We were told that X Man had Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome.  Hypoplastic was explained to us as being small and that it being the left side of the heart that it restricts the ability of the heart to pump oxygenated blood through the body.  We were told that there would need to be surgeries to rectify the workings of the heart.  I asked about survival rate and the numbers suggest around 80% and that this has grown from 0% only 20 years ago.

Our GP had contacted the Mater and they confirmed that they had received the referral and that it was in "Triage" (our GP believed that this means in line to be processed). We discussed with our GP that as care would need to be given to X Man when he is born at the Mater that we would like to change hospitals (we were scheduled to have X Man at Logan Hospital where Mt Two was born).  We now had to wait to be contacted by the Mater as to when we needed to go for the next scan.

Tuesday Morning Mum received a phone call from the Mater to say we needed to see them the following Tuesday afternoon for the scan.  It is going to be a long week...

Understanding HLHS (Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome)

Now that a name had been given to X Man's condition, I started doing some research on HLHS.  By far the best information I have found has been from the The Royal Children's Hospital Melbourne.  The information they provide clearly explains what HLHS is and what surgeries are required in order for survival.  Whilst there are many many more resources available, these two links gave me clear and concise information and a clear understanding of our journey ahead.



What Next?

We wait until Tuesday afternoon, have the scan, speak to the staff at the hospital and identify what happens from here.  Hopefully the information we receive will give us some more clarity on our road ahead and allow us to relax a little.  In the meantime, our list of questions grows...